When I was young I used to sit in the restroom for several hours out of the day, and I had this batman action figure that I used to visualize things I wanted to happen in my life with. I visualized having my own company one day and having my own family and being successful in the music industry, and how I wanted my wife to be and having children after my likeness, cause I thought and still do think, well know, that I'm a beautiful individual inside and out. When I would say I'm beautiful, it was positive thinking, I was not really examining my physical as something of adoration, but rather was I eliminating any room for self imposed limitations. I always understood the need of being conscious, if not, then I would become vulnerable, in which doing so would give my power of my awareness, unto others to control my thoughts and feelings and my perceptions of my surroundings. Thus then would I be operating in a blocked state of awareness, and more susceptible to tel-e-vison advertisement and family members controlling my reasoning, perceptions, and influencing my beliefs, thus mentally programming me. I was not about to let that happen, I always desired to stand out above the crowd, I knew I was special, and therefore I wasn't about to become subservient to subnormal beings.

My thoughts and emotions that my mind generated, were a form of energy caused by electrochemical interactions within the nerve cells in my brain, which they influenced every other cell in my body. So I knew, that whatever I developed in my consciousness, would manifest itself in my day to day experiences and become conditions, that would either restrict me in a sense, or aide me in a sense. So if I failed at something physically, it would be because of the limitations I set upon me mentally, and if I achieved success at something in the physical realm, it would be because of the mental patterns of thoughts and feelings I had stored, that were generated off of positive thinking I envisioned toward myself. So before I would do anything, I would always visualize the outcome of what I desired or was about to do, in the mental realm, and I would rehearse it over and over until I mastered it, and could exemplify my mastery of it in the physical realm. Therefore I didn't have to be one of those persons who always tried to get others to change, instead I could be the change I wanted others to see, which would allow them the option, to become encouraged and take inventory of what they saw, into their own minds for decision, to either ignite a mental picture off the energy of my consciousness, or continue existing as a carbon copy of a systematic dehumanization.

I was just merely an example or jumper cables, to give their consciousness a boost, to choose what they wanted to see happen in their life, from within, upon repeated practice in the mental/spiritual realm, or continue to be remotely accessed within through televised programming to format their life in the physical external world. This is how come today I can create the reality in which I dwell in, rather than finding myself being controlled to watching a reality show, rather than living in the one I breathe. So I always still to this day, think positive of myself, when I desire to do things and bring them in as accomplishments, I think of doing so in an abundance. That is the part of my nature that developed the "acquire" aspect into my name M"acquire"latory, because I gather things and people that will be such an inspiration unto me, that they will enhance my performance in whatsoever my heart desires to do. As the saying goes, if you want to fly one day, then you best not hang around with chickens, and since I always desire to be a winner, I stay in the company of champions, that way I'm associated with people who can help me achieve my goals and inspire me toward my success, less important things and negative minded people who always in doubt of themselves and their ability, I don't associate with.

I plan everything in advance, my every move is calculated to such precision, that upon stones or hurdles being in front of my steps, I can easily adjust and adapt mentally into another zone, and transfer that visualization into the physical, without my move ever being hindered by the stone or hurdle. Failure comes in when one tries to do that, by managing themselves according to time, rather than knowing the progressions of energy cycles, that have been ignorantly called time. Colonization has taught that time is a factor, to solely bring about mental duress, cause if you can cause the people to believe its a factor, you can prioritize their life to revolve around putting your interest as important first. This is a strategy, that allows the individual's steps to be broken down and governed, thus then can you divide his life into 8 hour cycles of enslavement, by creating necessities that are must needs in his life, that the individual will have no choice but to surrender unto, thus making time a factor. Then you can burn out his energy, cause you control it, he will think he is giving his time, failing to realize, he can never give that which he doesn't create, and never realize he is tired not from giving time, but rather energy.

So he watching his wrist like a fool, as a prisoner to something that doesn't even exist, cause when he is sleeping at night, time is not what awakes him, but rather the grace of the Most High giving him energy, breath, to arise. If you take away the clock, then he can never say he doesn't have enough time, just like a woman period doesn't come according to a certain time, but rather day cycles. Throw away the shackle called a watch, and the individual would be freed in his consciousness to develop spiritually, and be more able to concentrate his energy upon things of important focus. When you give the individual the illusion of having time, you control the direction of his focus and thoughts, thus are you capable of determining where his life is heading, and what his future holds, cause you hold his shackle. Time is one of the greatest deceptions used to modernize all people as slaves, without them ever knowing it, thus do they never notice their consciousness operating at random. This is beneficial to the Programmer or Master, because it limits the individual's thinking mentally, thus causing a blockage in his ability to visualize himself achieving and going forward. With that being so, the individual then finds himself in the same situation in life, over and over, feeling the same experiences, feeling like their not making progress, because their limited thinking in the mental realm, has been extended to their physical realm.

So this form of programming and conditioning, is something that the people must break, and take inventory of what they allow into their minds to format their beliefs and control their reasoning. When you have a healthy spiritual mental state, you limit your physical body from being sickened and affected by modernized conditions, thus strengthening your consciousness by taking in foods that increase awareness. The Most High God of Israel knew this, which is one of the reasons we have a dietary law, to keep us from eating improper foods. Understand that solids that are laden with unnatural chemical and preservatives, cause tremendous hardship, strain, and damage to our physical body. From the things we take in, stem high blood pressure, cancer, diabetes, early aging, and many other unnatural conditions, which in turn, become hereditary, that are passed down to our children, resulting in early death and diseases. We are not taught that when our bodies are sick, by way of improper foods, it negatively affects our Spirit, and the spirits of those who are around us, which this is why it pays to be in control of our consciousness. So even from a young age, I started out conditioning my consciousness, by repeatedly telling myself I was beautiful and smart.

Doing this, gave me the opportunity to control how I thought and felt, and concreted self respect, self love, within me. Therefore, when people outwardly would call me either ugly or stupid, their words wouldn't fit the puzzle image that I had already formatted as being myself. So therefore I could laugh at their negativity, cause if we are to love our neighbors as ourselves, then their word usage was only a mere reflection of themselves. So why would the way an individual thinks less of themselves affect the height of how I think of myself, without reaching into my consciousness and re-developing my puzzle image of self? So when people say something negative towards me, it only produces positive results for me, cause it shows me that the individual thought I was such a significant element of importance, that in order to bring their self esteem high, they had to find something highly to boost themselves up. So as I say, no form of hate towards me can come without stemming from jealous admiration, so when they say negative things about me, my subconscious accepts them as positive feedback, and re-affirms my neural pathway. Continuation of applying effort persistently to the task at hand, will help enable your character to endure with the changing market environment, without you having to sell yourself.

Set goals that are unattainable to the natural man, which shall thus increase the appetite of your Spiritual man to arise and strive to accomplish the challenge. Always think in terms of can do will do and shall do, doing so is essential to the enhancement of your mental energy, which whenever faced with discouragement or negativity, it will become as Acid towards it, which in return produces more enthusiasm for you. Put confidence behind your vision, keep faith as the base foundation of its stability, an encompass courage and tenacity as the walls revolving around it. Cause this life will throw a jab at you that might catch you off guard and cause you to stumble, but stumbling is not defeat, falling and refusing to get up makes you a loser. Adversity will prove whether or not your a fighter or a quitter, and I wasn't an aborted fetus, so there was a hope of life coming into the world when I was in my mother's womb, so in everything I do, I'm showing their was purpose in my breath.

Everything people in my profession have tried and have failed at, I studied those things with a great passion, dissecting the ideas of those who once had them, before they took steps which lead to them failing. That way, I know how to keep my attention focused upon my course, so I don't get side tracked with invaluable things to my goals and purpose, and end up letting another outside of my body control my sense of direction, and I encourage others to do the same. Throw away your watch and free yourself, but if your not seeking first the Kingdom of the Most High so that all the necessities in life you need, may come upon you, then you better keep your watch on, so your Programmer or Master can continue to feed you and provide you as if they were the Most High. So who really your Master that you depend upon, Chronos the God of time or the Most High God of Israel? Just like a prisoner serving time, so are you, shalom.